'I pulled myself back from going to Lata Mangeshkar's funeral'

"I was very uncomfortable and uneasy. I got ready not once but three times to go for Didi's last rites yesterday. But everytime, I pulled myself back. I didn't want to see her leaving us. I was feeling very uncomfortable and uneasy after hearing the news of Lata Mangeshkar's demise yesterday," said Dharmendra, talking to ETimes exclusively, when contacted this evening to say a few words about the departed legendary singer Lata Mangeshkar, who left for her heavenly abode yesterday morning.

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